tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22966497490793356512024-03-13T20:55:38.636+03:00מסע לידה מאוחר
כותבת את חוויות, תהיות, תובנות ושאלות שעולות ויעלו במשך המסע המטורף והמאד משמעותי שלי, בין קרונות רכבת ההרים של החיים שלי.
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מסע לידה מאוחרhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15492214180823881433noreply@blogger.comBlogger21125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296649749079335651.post-54656222495308378412015-06-17T17:32:00.003+03:002015-06-21T18:19:42.464+03:00סקירת מערכות<div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;" trbidi="on">
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<div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL"><span lang="HE" style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="text-align: right; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 18px;">שמחה, צהלה, התרגשות והמולה סביבי.</span></div><div class="separator" style="text-align: right; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 18px;">הסתיים לו הפרק הקשה, הכואב, היותר מפחיד, המאתגר, המשתק ממעש </span></div><div class="separator" style="text-align: right; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 18px;">בסרט הנוכחי שהחל להתגלגל לפני כעשרה חודשים.</span></div><div class="separator" style="text-align: right; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 18px;">כולם מאושרים, מחייכים, מחבקים בעצמה כמנסים להעביר לי את שמחתם, אושרם </span></div><div class="separator" style="text-align: right; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 18px;">ותחושת ההקלה הגדולה שלהם, שהנה זה הסתיים וגם את הפרק הזה, "אשת הפעלולים" צָלחה בבריאות, כוח, אהבה וחיוך.</span></div><div class="separator" style="text-align: right; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 18px;">הקרובים אלי מאד, רואים שרגשותיי אינם כרגשותיהם.</span></div><span style="color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: large; line-height: 107%;">
הם מנסים לשמור על איפוק לידי, אך זה קשה</span></span><span style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77);"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;">שמחה ותחושת הקלה מבורכת שכזו, קשה מאד לשמור
אותה ולא לתת לה לצאת לרחובות <br>
ולצעוק את האושר שהיא</span><span style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77);"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;">אני מבינה ושמחה איתם בשמחתם ובתחושתם</span><span style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77);"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;">אבל</span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"> <b><i><span style="color: #990000;">לא</span></i></b></span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;">, זה לא בדיוק
מה שאני מרגישה</span><span style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77);"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;">אני יודעת שרכבת ההרים שבה אני נוסעת, בחרה, ביחד
איתי להאט את הקצב, <br>
כדי שיהיה לי את הזמן המתאים לסקור ולהיות בכל קרון,<br>
על פי יכולות ההבנה שלי, מה יש לקרון זה ללמד ולהציע לי</span><span style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77);"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><span style="color: #20124d;">הטיפולים הכימותראפיים, הסתיימו אתמול, בעצם לפני כשבועיים (</span><i><span style="color: #38761d;">5.6.15</span></i><span style="color: #20124d;">)</span><br><span style="color: #20124d;">
הגוף שלי ואני נארח שאריות וסימנים מהם, אצלנו לעוד זמן, עד שנפרד מהם לגמרי. </span><br><span style="color: #20124d;">
גם כי הם צריכים לסיים את פעולתם בגופי בדיוק בזמן הנכון להם ולי. </span><br><span style="color: #20124d;">
וגם,</span></span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"> <b><i><span style="color: #cc0000;">כן</span></i></b></span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;">, כי אני צריכה להיפרד מהם ולבחון את ההשלכות
שלהם על חיי</span><span style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77);"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;">להיפרד מהשלכות הפיזיות, בתקווה שלא תשארנה</span><span style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77);"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;">לבחון מה אשאיר מהשינויים שנוצרו, בתוך התקופה
הזו ומאלו אפרד, אשנה</span><span style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77);"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: large; color: rgb(32, 18, 77); font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-color: white; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5GXWrBsTUMQgeEz6o50DqXm9L8EnxpgLVa7TveeKRbeXno-KtjnNvC4O5Ta2du7J5MScZ7ejRkuH4NlA24N0RjWv1FNMjbI4DYTum1boCSDp94QcyqYsei_McSUdu874v-XT8byHwrBoe/s1600/IMG_20150416_155517%255B1%255D.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5GXWrBsTUMQgeEz6o50DqXm9L8EnxpgLVa7TveeKRbeXno-KtjnNvC4O5Ta2du7J5MScZ7ejRkuH4NlA24N0RjWv1FNMjbI4DYTum1boCSDp94QcyqYsei_McSUdu874v-XT8byHwrBoe/s400/IMG_20150416_155517%255B1%255D.jpg" width="300"></a><span style="color: #20124d; font-size: large;"><span lang="HE" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
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</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">"היי אני כאן – אל תצמצמי את עצמך, אל תחזרי להרגלים ישנים.<br>
מה שאת מרגישה וצריכה זה חשוב מאד!"<br>
אותיות המילים קופצות לי על מסך הטלפון בהודעת ווטסאפ מאשת הרוח שעוזרת לי לנשום <br>
כשאני שוכחת שהריאות קיימות.<br>
אני קוראת אותם שוב ושוב, שואלת את הנשימה שעולה ואת הדמעות שמציפות אותי, האם מזה
אני חוששת?<br>
אתמול, כשישבתי מול חנה ועשינו סקירת מערכות, עכשיו בסוף תקופת הטיפולים
הכימותרפיים, הדהדו בגופי כל מיני קולות, מתרים בי, אומרים לי, - עכשיו זה זמן הקשבה
מוקפדת לעצמך -.<br>
שימי לב – היא אומרת – בצורה מכוונת התעכבתי על מה שקשה לך לעשות, שאלתי אותך שוב
ושוב, ואת הראית לי בתנועות ידיים וגוף, כיצד את רוצה לעשות כל כך הרבה באצבעותייך
והן לא מאפשרות.<br>
"הציפורניים כואבות לי" אני מספרת לה "אפילו לקפל כביסה כואב,
לרכוס כפתור, לפתוח בקבוק או קופסא".<br>
הפעולות הפשוטות והלא מורגשות של החיים, אלה שאנחנו עושים מבלי לחשוב או להרגיש
אותם ביום יום.<br>
אמנם הסתיימו הטיפולים הכימותראפיים, היום חוגגת כמעט שבועיים לסיומם, אבל הרעל המתקתק שעדיין
מטייל לו בכל מיני חלקים בגופי, החליט לתת את אותותיו במקומות מאד ספציפיים, אלו
שיבהירו בצורה חד משמעית מה אני לא יכולה לעשות.</span></span></div>
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תקופת </span><i><span style="color: #674ea7;">אל</span></i><span style="color: #20124d;"> זמן </span><br><span style="color: #20124d;">או </span><i><span style="color: #674ea7;">על</span></i><span style="color: #20124d;"> זמן</span></span><span style="color: #20124d;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #20124d; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> :)</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #20124d; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #20124d; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">פעם ראשונה בחיי שהזמן הפסיק להוות ענין, לא
מיהרתי לשום מקום, <br>
לא הייתי צריכה להספיק כלום, רק הייתי כאן, נמצאת בכל רגע היכן שנכון לי להיות
ברוגע, <br>
בסוג של שלווה לא מוכרת</span><span style="color: #20124d;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #20124d; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #20124d; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
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זמן ומסגרת עשייה</span><span style="color: #20124d;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #20124d; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #20124d; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br>
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #20124d; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">אז לוקחת לי את הפרק הבא קצת יותר לאט.<br>
את ההתרגשות והשמחה באהבה אבל במנות קטנות, <br>
כדי שאוכל להתרגל חזרה לחיים, בהם לזמן יש מה לומר לי</span><span style="color: #20124d;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #20124d; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">מזה כמה
ימים הסתובבה לה אי נוחות מסוימת בגופי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">הנחתי לה להיות כשאני מנסה להבין מה היא מנסה
לומר לי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">המשכתי את מהלך ימי כרגיל, כשהאי נוחות הזו באה
והולכת, מציצה, מציקה ומתפוצצת כבועת סבון שמשאירה אחריה רק שביב מידע, אני כאן, לא נעלמתי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">אני כבר רואה את סוף הטיפולים הכימותראפיים ממש
כאן על מפתן חיי החדשים, <br />
אלו שמשתנים ומתייפים כל יום בעשרת החודשים האחרונים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">ובכל הזמן הזה הצלחנו גופי ואני להיות חזקים
ונחושים מספיק כדי להישמר ממחלות וחיידקים שאינם רצויים בתקופת הטיפולים, כיצד
ומדוע דווקא עכשיו, רגע לפני הסוף, מופיעה לה אי נוחות בגופי, מה היא רומזת לי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>?</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">ואני ממשיכה את ימי כרגיל</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">ביום שלישי הפכה האי נוחות לכאב חד. לא הקשבתי
היטב לבקשת הגוף שלא להתחיל את המרוץ מחדש</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">גם אם יש דברים שאני רוצה שיקרו, עלי לזכור שאחד
הדברים היפים שלימד אותי האלמוג הסרטני שהיה בתוכי הוא; לאט, באיפוק ובסבלנות.<br />
שכחתי לרגע, רציתי להתחיל לרוץ, להספיק, להגיע</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">הכאב שהחל דופק על דלתות גופי, לא הניח לי, עכשיו
מנוחה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>, </span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">הקשבה והרבה שתיה, ניקיון נדרש כאן, <br />
גם אנטיביוטיקה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">מעולם לא הכנסתי לגופי כל כך הרבה חומרים ותרופות
שאינן מן הטבע, מאד ביקשתי להימנע מלקחת עוד תרופה אל תוכי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">ההומאופטית שלי, זו שנוסעת לצידי ואיתי ברכבת
ההרים שלי מרגע ההבנה שלי את הסרטן שהיה בתוכי <br />
ודרך כל התקופה של הטיפולים הכימותראפיים, תומכת בי בעזרת רמדיס שאני לוקחת יום
יום, ביקשה<span class="apple-converted-space">; </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
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האנטיביוטיקה</i></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>"</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">עניתי לה; " הדלקת הזו, הכאב המצמית הזה,
מעצבנים אותי עד כדי בכי, היא שקרנית - דמעתי - באה והולכת, איך אני יכולה להבין
אותה אם היא לא נשארת</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>".</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><i>את בוכה</i> - היא אומרת לי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
<span style="background: white;">"</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">כן- אני עונה ומנגבת טיפה מלוחה - "מכעס, עצבים
על כך שכואב לי ואינני יכולה להמשיך כרגיל ומחשש</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>"</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">יותר לא הייתי צריכה לומר מילה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;">ניתנה לי רמדי, פרח יפיפה בשלל צבעים בצורתו
המקורית</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span></div>
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שאריות כאב, אי נוחות <br />
ולאות שכזו שדרשה ממני להאט את הקצב ולנוח</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
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נסעתי לקבל את <i>הטיפול האחד לפני האחרון שלי</i></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
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ששמים לי חברי בפייסבוק על פי בקשתי, <br />
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שואלות איך זה שאת יושבת כאן שמחה ומחייכת, האחות רואה אותך וצוחקת</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><br />
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שהקשבנו זהיר והיטב, </span><i><b><a href="https://www.facebook.com/hanna.griniasty"><span style="color: #990000;">חנה</span></a></b></i><span style="color: #222222;"> ואני לגופי</span></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 107%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span lang="HE" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 107%;"><br />
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זמן אני רוצה לכתוב על תזוזות, תגובות ויכולות הגוף הנראות ושאינן נראות לעין,
בזמן הטיפולים הכימותרפיים ובכלל במסע הזה שבחר הגוף או שנכפה עליו להיות הכלי
שנושא אותי, כך לפחות הרגשתי לתקופת מה.<br />
אז דבר ראשון איישר הדורים עם גופי, אתה אינך הכלי שנושא אותי, אתה חלק בלתי נפרד
ממי שאני. <br />
אני צרופה בך כמו שאתה טבוע בי, אני אינני אני בלעדייך.<br />
הרבה שיחות, מונולוגים, דיאלוגים היו ויש לי במשך התקופה הזו עם איברים מסוימים
בגופי, פנימיים, חיצוניים.<br />
הגעתי לדו שיח והקשבה עם תאי העור שלי, עם נימים וורידים שקצת הסתכסכו בינם לבין
עצמם ולעיתים עם המחט שרק מבקשת להיכנס חלק ונכון לתוכם כדי שהם ירוו מהמשקה
הטעים, המשמיד מחד והמזין מצד שני.<br />
בכל יום שעבר מטבעות הכסף הנוצצות והברורות של ההבנה נטבעו בי.<br />
נחרטו במוחי ונצרבו בחדרי נשמתי. גופי ואני אחד הם, כל מה שקורה בתוכו, קורה בתוכי.<br />
כל תזוזה בנפשי, כל מרקם מחשבה במוחי יוצרת תנועה בגופי.<br />
כל רגש לבבי, כל אוושה של תחושה כל שביב
של רצון, מורגש מידי בחלק המתאים לו בגופי.<br />
<br /><a href="http://xn--%20%20-%20%20%20-f5sorqkhwef4feaib4dpg9fa0gm7guae5k6a8dvam/">חברה יקרה</a> עד מאד שבזכותה ובעזרתה הבנתי שאני יוצאת למסע ארוך מאד, אישי ופנימי
שהוא אך ורק שלי, אמרה לי, כל החוויות והחדשות שקרו לך בשנה האחרונה הם חלק מהציוד
אותו תיקחי אתך ובהם תעזרי במסע הזה.<br />
הרבה נאמר באותה שיחה מופלאה, עם האישה המיוחדת הזו, אחת השיחות היחידות שמוחי
ממאן למחוק. (והיא לא הייתה שיחה קצרה)<br />
אך המשפט הזה צלח לא רק את זיכרוני, אלא נסחף בנהרות הנוזלים שבגופי ופשוט נשטפתי
בו.<br />
רבים הדברים שקרו לי במהלך השנה לפני גילוי הגוש הסרטני בשד, <br />
אחד החשובים שבהם היה אימון כושר עם מאמן אישי, שהתחלנו לעשות בן זוגי ואני ביחד,<br />
מתוך הבנה וידיעה שכך נדרבן אחד את השני, לא נוותר לעצמינו, וגם נספק לנו שעה אחרת
של ביחד פעם בשבוע.<br />
באימון הזה במשך תקופת הטיפולים בעיקר, אני לומדת עוד יותר כמה גופי הוא חלק בלתי
ניתן להפרדה ממי שאני, חשה איך כל חלקיק שנמצא תחת מעטפת עורי, מגיב לאימונים שאני
כופה על עצמי בהנאה גמורה.</span></span><br />
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כשהכינו אותי לניתוח הובהר לי שלא אוכל להתאמן כלל, חוץ מהליכה, לפחות כחודש.<br />
הוסבר לי שגם כשאחזור לעשות ספורט כזה או אחר, אצטרך להימנע מלהפעיל את אזור החזה
והידיים.<br />
לרגע קט גופי ואני צללנו לתוך צִלו של הפחד, מה יקרה לגופי, צעק אלי הצל, מה יקרה
לי, הצמדתי אותו אל חזי ושם במקום הזה הבנתי בצורה הכי ברורה שאפשר, שאינני יכולה
ללא גופי והוא אינו יכול בלעדי.<br />
חמישה שבועות חלפו להם וקיבלתי אישור לחזור לאימוני הכושר בהדרגתיות עם קשב מלא
לכל חלק בגופי, הוראה חד משמעית יצאה מפי הרופא שלי, "יבבה קטנה של סיב או תא
ואת נמנעת מלאתגר את אותו אזור בשלב זה".<br /><br />
בורכנו <a href="https://www.facebook.com/sharon.lemberger">במאמן</a> מבין ענין וקשוב, שמלווה אותנו ברגישות והומור ועם זאת לא מוותר. הוא
הקשיב למילותיו של הרופא וכך פעל, כשהוא מלמד אותי להקשיב לכל שריר וגיד בתוכי.<br />
ואז הגעתי אל הים הסוער והמפחיד במיוחד – הטיפולים הכימותראפיים שגופי התעקש
להעביר אותי דרכם.<br />
ישבתי מול האחות עם העיניים הכי מחייכות שראיתי אי פעם וכל שהדהד בראשי החלול
והעמוס גם יחד ממידע זה, כיצד גופי ואני עוברים את החלק הזה של המסע בנתיב שיאפשר
לי להסתכל במראה הפנימית והחיצונית שלי.<br />
אחד הדברים שאוזני קלטו כצעקה ממש היה : " אסור לך להיכנע לרצון הגוף למנוחה,
לחוסר תזוזה.<br />
שימרי על רף פעילות גופנית גבוה ככל שאת יכולה בלי להתיש את עצמך ומבלי לאתגר את
הגוף המאותגר ממלא בהרבה מאד דברים אחרים"<br />
ביקשתי מהמאמן להוסיף עוד שני ימי אימון בשבוע כשאחד מהם יהיה בדכ יום לאחר יום
טיפול. <br />
אחת הבקשות והמעשים החכמים שעשיתי לתקופה זו.<br />
האימונים יצרו מעט מסגרת בתקופה שבה הזמן איבד אצלי משמעות, הזכירו לי שוב ושוב
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אני מביטה במראה על גופי בחיוך קל ומודה לו שעזר ועוזר לי להכיר אותי על כל רבדי.<br />
אני מגיעה למקומות חדשים, פוגשת אנשים
שאינם מכירים אותי והם תוהים האם גילחתי את ראשי מרצון, האם יש לי אמירה בהליכה
הגאה שלי ללא מחלפות ראשי וגבותיי.<br />
שמחתי לגלות שיש כאלה שכלל לא חשבו שאני עוברת טיפולים כימותראפיים, כיוון שחוץ
מקרחתי המבהיקה ועורי המעט צפוד, אני נראית להם בריאה ושמחה.<br />
עוד יותר אהבתי לשמוע את התהייה האם אני קרחת מהמקום המתריס, אני שעד כה בקושי
ידעתי את משמעות המילה התרסה, אולי טפטופי התרסה במחברת שבמגרה.<br />
תהיות ומחשבות אלו של אנשים מקסימים שהיכרתי לאחרונה, חידדו לי את ההבנה ואת
הידיעה שאכן הצלחתי להתכנס לגופי וגופי עטף אותי איליו וביחד מצאנו את הדרך לשנות
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<span style="color: #f1c232;"><b>כָּל אָדָם צָרִיך שֶׁתִּהְיֶה לוֹ<br />אֵיזוֹ מִצְרַיִם,<br />לִהְיוֹת מֹשֶׁה עַצְמוֹ מִתּוֹכָהּ<br />בְּיָד חֲזָקָה,<br />אוֹ בַּחֲרִיקַת שִׁנַּיִם.</b></span></div>
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<span style="color: #f1c232;"><b>כָּל אָדָם צָרִיך שֶׁתִּהְיֶה לוֹ<br />אֵיזוֹ מִצְרַיִם,<br />לִגְאֹל עַצְּמוֹ מִמֶּנָה מִבֵּית עֲבָדִים,<br />לָצֵאת בַּחֲצִי הַלַּיִל אֶל מִדְבַּר הַפְּחָדִים,<br />לִצְעֹד הַיְשֵׁר אֶל תּוֹך הַמַּיִם,<br />לִרְאוֹתָם נִפְתָּחִים מִפָּנָיו לַצְּדָדִים.<br />כָּל אָדָם צָרִיך כָּתֵף,<br />לָשֵׂאת עָלֶיהָ אֶת עַצְמוֹת יוֹסֵף,<br />כָּל אָדָם צָרִיך לְהִזְדַּקֵּףְ.</b></span></div>
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<i><span style="color: purple;"><b>יושבים במכונית,</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: purple;"><b>הגשם דופק בחזקה על השמשות</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: purple;"><b>גלי הים מתנגחים זה בזה</b></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: purple;"><b>ואני חושבת לי על הרגע הזה<span class="text_exposed_show" style="display: inline;"><br />ועוד מליון רגעים אחרים.</span></b></span></i></div>
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רגע, הינו ביטוי שגור בפי בני העשרה, כמושג זמן לא ברור,<br />
בקרוב, מתי שהוא, הרגע הזה יהיה ויקרה.<br />
הרגע הזה הפך לחלק מהשפה העברית הנוכחית, כסלנג,<br />
דרך התבטאות ואמירה מסוימת.<br />
אחרי שקראתי כמה פוסטים יפיפיים, מעניינים ומלמדים יש לומר,<br />
לקחתי לעצמי את הרגע הזה והתחלתי לתהות על קנקנו, על המושג עצמו.<br />
האם באמת ישנו רגע אחד מסוים בו צליל ההבנה או התובנה נופל אצלנו בכל חלקי גופנו,<br />
או שמא זה אוסף של רגעים שיוצרים את אותו רגע מיוחד המגיש לנו סיטואציה<br />
בה נוכל להבין ולהכיל את אותם תווים שנכתבו והצטרפו למנגינה אחת,<br />
צלולה וברורה שאפילו אם נאטום אזנינו, נעצום עינינו, נקשה ליבנו,<br />
היא תמשיך להתנגן בכל כלי שייבחר על ידי גופנו, תחדור את כל החומות שבנינו<br />
ותפורר אותן על פי התווים שנכתבו על ידנו, על ידי כלי הנגינה המיוחדים שנבחרו מתוכנו,<br />
תנגן בעצמה בדפנות פנימיותינו<br />
עד כי כל אחד שנמצא סביבנו ישמע, ירגיש ויראה<br />
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לחבק אותה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">חם לי בתוך הכובע, מכביד על המוח הצורח לאוויר</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">חשוף וגלוי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">הנפש אמרה קדימה, תתפשטי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">כאלה שלא יהיה להם נעים להביט <br />בגולגולת נטולת השיער</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">הקרובים לי אמרו, את יפה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">סקסית</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אין לך במה להתבייש</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ואני, דווקא כאן, הבושה הייתה רחוקה ממני</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אל מול הרצון ללכת חשופה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">קמה לה </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><i>מפלצת</i></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> קטנה בתוכי</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ZKIB3v5LxpY/UkaPYME37fI/AAAAAAAAOBE/TLzng3fOOJM/s1600/IMG_2987.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ZKIB3v5LxpY/UkaPYME37fI/AAAAAAAAOBE/TLzng3fOOJM/s1600/IMG_2987.JPG" height="213" width="320" /></a></span></span></div>
<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מאלו שיורקות אש ורעל</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><i>מפלצת</i> האכפת לי <br />והלא נעים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="color: purple;">ה</span><i>מפלצת</i><span style="color: purple;"> המתנצלת</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">החזירה אותי אל ימי ההבנה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">שאכן סרטן בא לבקרני</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">לימים הראשונים בהם הבושה עטפה אותי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">איכה נתתי לזה לקרות</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">איפה טעיתי, מה לא עשיתי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מנערת את ראשי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מקשיבה לנפשי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מורידה את הכובע מראשי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מרגישה עיניים נעוצות בערפי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אף מילה בקול לא נאמרת</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אולי בלחישה נסתרת</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">לכל מקום איליו נכנסת</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span class="apple-converted-space" style="color: purple;"><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">בעיניים מחייכות ומלטפות מתקבלת</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אנשים לא שואלים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ואם להם בי להביט לא נעים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מבטם ממני מפנים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">כל יום שעובר לי מבהיר</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">כשאני לעצמי קשובה וברורה</span></span><br />
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">הרחוב יקבלני לטוב או ולרע</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">זה המצב</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span class="apple-converted-space" style="color: purple;"><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">נכון לעכשיו</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">גופי ונפשי עובדים קשה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">כדי שאראה טוב ויפה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אז יסלחו לי, אנשי העולם</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אם פשוט אתהלך ערומה מולם</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.<br /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">כך אמרתי לאישה היפה שמולי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">וכעסי החל לפעפע בי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">איך מעזה חברתך לעבודה לומר כזה דבר נורא</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מה היא יודעת על סבלך וכאבך</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: purple; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 19.3199996948242px;">מאכזב.<br />לא יודעת אם בא לי לבכות מכך שחלק נכבד מהעם שלנו <br />מעדיף לחיות בצילו של מנהיג שכל שהוא יודע לעשות זה לצעוק " זאב, זאב", <br />או, כי בא לי להיות בסוף מאי, לחגוג את יומהולדתי אחרי הכל.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 19.3199996948242px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 19.3199996948242px;">אבל הכי הכי אני מקווה שאנחנו אזרחי מדינת ישראל, <br />אלו שתרגלו דמוקרטיה במיטבה אתמול, המאוכזבים והמאושרים,<br />יתאוששו מהר ולא יאבדו תקווה וחיוך כמו הגוף שלי </span><i class="_4-k1 img sp_4m121pBIgs2 sx_55fc1a" style="background-color: white; background-image: url(https://fbstatic-a.akamaihd.net/rsrc.php/v2/yj/r/3GLukfPA3Ry.png); background-position: 0px -8058px; background-repeat: no-repeat; background-size: auto; color: #141823; display: inline-block; height: 16px; line-height: 19.3199996948242px; vertical-align: -3px; width: 16px;"><u style="left: -999999px; position: absolute;">smile emoticon</u></i><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 19.3199996948242px;"> </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 19.3199996948242px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; line-height: 19.3199996948242px;">מתחילים מחדש... </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19.3199996948242px;"> </span></span><br />
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מסע לידה מאוחרhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15492214180823881433noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296649749079335651.post-90125427008490730642015-03-09T19:14:00.002+02:002015-03-09T19:14:23.079+02:00צבעים<div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;" trbidi="on">
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">כדי לתת למיצי הפירות</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">המופקים כימית</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">לזרום בתוכי ולנקות</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ניקיון המאפשר לי להיות</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">את עצמי יותר לחוות</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">התפוז, </span><span style="color: #cc0000;"><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">ה</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">רימון</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">, </span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #4c1130;">הסלק</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> </span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: red;">והגזר</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">את עצמי מעוררים לי לעזר</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">הים בגליו אלי שולח</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">משב אוויר קר ופותח</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ראש, עיניים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">לב ואוזניים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">יושבות שלוש חברות </span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">האחת בי</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #38761d;">רוקים</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> ו</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">כחולים</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מעט </span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">אדום</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> לאחרונה</span></span><span style="font-size: large;"><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">השנייה בצבעי פסטל, רוב חייה צבועים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">והשלישית, מ</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><b>שחור</b></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: #444444; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: white;">ללבן</span></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מ</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: purple;">סגול</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> ל</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #990000;">אדום</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">, מ</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #274e13;">ירוק</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> ל</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: yellow;"><b>צהוב</b></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">תקפץ</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">שיחה נרקמת ומתוכה נובטות מילים <br />
על מערכות יחסים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">בין אם לביתה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">בין אישה לרעותה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">בעל לאשתו</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ובין אישה ועולמה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">העולם של היום</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">וזה של המחר</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אבל ההוא שבתוכנו בעיקר</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">זה שבימינו אנו אינו משוחרר</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">הכבלים מושלכים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מכל הכיוונים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">לרתק אותנו אל מרוץ החיים החדשים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">בהם מי הנהר אינם שוקטים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">בזרימה מתמדת גועשים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">סוערים, שוצפים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אך לעיתים על מי מנוחות זורמים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ההם שאין בהם מנוחה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">רק ריצה אין סופית</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אל קו המטרה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">בשלוות הים אנחנו מבינות</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">את השיט האיטי בסירות</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">את הרצון להפסיק לחתור</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">את היכולת לעיתים לעצור</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">לתת לזרם המים אותנו להרפות</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">לאפשר לנו מנתיבו ליהנות <br />
אל קו הסיום נגיע כולם</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">מי ברכב, מי ברגל, באוויר או בים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">אין ראשון ואין אחרון</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ללא מדלית </span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #7f6000;">זהב</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"> וללא כישרון</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">רק בנתיב המים, בצלילי המפל</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">ישמעו וינצנצו אגלי העמל</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">שפיזרנו, הנחנו, נתנו ועשינו</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";">בהלכנו בשלווה ואהבה בנתיב חיינו</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif";"><span style="font-size: large;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><br />
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חלקיקי ההבנה נפלו לי כמו חלקיקי הפאזל הגדול </div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">של ה</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: red;">אישה האדומה</span></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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נפלו אט אט לא תמיד בדיוק, </div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">אך בסופו של דבר מצאו את מקומם השמור רק להם</span><span lang="HE" style="color: #222222;">.</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">לוח העץ התמלא ב</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: red;">אישה האדומה</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">, חלק צורף לחלק</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">והתמונה נעשית ברורה מיום ליום</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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כך גם מוחי, גופי ונפשי</div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">בנו לי את פאזל האישה </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: purple;">הסגולה</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"> שאני</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">הם לא מבינים, לעזור ולהיות, מאד רוצים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">אך הסגולה שאני</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,</span></div>
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רק רוצה את עצמי ואת השקט</div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">את הבנת היכולות שלי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">כמה שכבות </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: purple;">סגולות</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"> יכולה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span dir="LTR" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">ללבוש</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">כמה שכבות עלי לפשוט</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">איזו מעטפת תשמור עלי מפני</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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איזו גלימה עלי להניח עלי כדי להרחיק אותם, </div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">אלה שלא רואים אותי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">הם רואים את </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: purple;">הסגולה</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"> שהייתי</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">אינם מבינים שצבעתי עצמי עמוק יותר, </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: purple;"><i>סגול</i></span></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"> יותר</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">לומדת לא לפחד מעצמי, ממבט עיניים חודרני לתוך </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">נשמתי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">מבט עיני שלי או של אחר</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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למדתי לצלול לתוך האי ודאות, </div>
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חוסר הביטחון שנמצא בכל פינה.</div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">לא לברוח</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" lang="HE" style="color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">למקום ידוע ובטוח </span></div>
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<span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;">שרק בתעתועי עיניים נראה שומר על שפיותי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></div>
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רוצה קצת להתנדנד במשעול בו הולכת, </div>
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מתיישבת מולי<br />
פנים נעימות, חום קורן מהם<br />
חיוך עדין בודק את חיוכי.<br />
טובה שבלבן כיוונה אותה אלי.<br />
משהו בה אמר לה<br />
היום נעה צריכה, זקוקה<br />
חסרה, כואבת, סוערת.<br />
אהובתי הבכירה שואלת<br />
להשאיר אתכן לבד<br />
לא, אני עונה.<br />
ידה מושטת למצלמה<br />
ואני כבר שכחתי מקיומה</span></span></div>
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הבן 20 שלי שכולו טוב והומור, <br />מתרווח בכיסא<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>לקראת נמנום קל.<br />
יעל שואלת <br />
דמיון מודרך<br />
הקראת שיר או סיפור?<br />
אני בוחרת בשיר<br />
יכול להיות שאת מכירה אותו<br />
אומרת ומתחילה להקריא<br />
כל מילה ומשמעותה<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><br />
יוצאות החוצה עם קריאתה<br />
ראשי וליבי מתחילים לזמזם<br />
את הלחן המקסים לא פחות<br />
של <i style="color: black;"><span lang="HE" style="color: #31849b;"><a href="http://youtu.be/Q5lBb8Ortoo">עידן רייכל</a></span></i><br /></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<i><span lang="HE" style="color: #31849b;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">יושבים בחוף אל מול המים </span></span></i></div>
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מול קצף שנשכח בחול</span></span></i></div>
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והנחלים זורמים עדיין<br />
לב שפועם זוכר הכול</span><span style="color: #3d85c6;"> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<i><span lang="HE" style="color: #31849b;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">מה שהיה בילדותנו<br />
מה שהפכנו להיות<br />
תקוות גדולות נשאה הרוח<br />
חזרה שלכת זיכרונות<br /><br /><o:p></o:p></span></span></i></div>
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<i><span lang="HE" style="color: #31849b;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">וכל דבר אז בי נוגע<br />
כל נפלאות היום<br />
אז בואי ועמדי לרגע<br />
עכשיו קרוב, עכשיו קרוב <o:p></o:p></span></span></i></div>
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<i><span lang="HE" style="color: #31849b;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">כוכב נופל קרוב אלינו<br />
ושוב אליו נושאים תפילות<br />
אור של תקוות עוטף אותנו<br />
זה לתמיד ולא יחלוף.<br /><br /><o:p></o:p></span></span></i></div>
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מרימה עיניה לחיוך הקצת עצוב שלי הבוקר<br />
אמצע הדרך, פעם אחרונה<br />
של התרכיז האדום<br />
ובתוכי מעורבבת שמחה עם עצב<br />
כעס מעקצץ אל מול הקלה משחררת<br />
מכלול התחושות הללו לא נותן לי מנוח.<br />
כועסת על עצמי שאינני רגועה שקטה, מקבלת.<br />
בעיניים שואלות ומזמינות<br />
היא שואלת אותי, על אמונות שלי, תקוות, רצונות.<br />
מדברת איתי על עבר, הווה ועתיד<br />
בכ- 20 דק יוצאים ממני מילים קצרות על אמונה אחת <br />
שמכילה בתוכה את כל השאלות.<br />
הייִ את, האמיתית, ללא מסכות ומגננות <br />
שהיטבת לשים במשך השנים.<br />
חייִ את החיים כמיטב הבנתך את עצמך ויכולותייך.<br />
בהווה ובעתיד, כי העבר חלף עבר לו<br />
ואינו ניתן לשינוי, רק ללמידה,</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" lang="HE" style="color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span><span lang="HE" style="color: #222222;">למראה שהייתי.<br />
אני מחייכת ואומרת,<br />
בעודי מחכה לתוצאות בדיקות הדם, <br />
התחלתי לכתוב על אסור ומותר<br />
עלי מול הנורמות, מול המסכות, על; <br />
</span><span lang="HE"><span style="color: #7030a0;">"מה
שהיה בילדותי</span></span></span></div>
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<span lang="HE"><span style="color: #222222;">נשמע
את השיר, יעל ספק שואלת, ספק אומרת</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
והשיר מתחיל להתנגן לו.</span><br /><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5lBb8Ortoo" rel="nofollow">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5lBb8Ortoo</a><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
כולי קשובה למילים, לנשימות שבין הפִסקאות,</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
ללחן המחבק ולקול המספר את רגשותיי הבוקר.</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
מילות הפִזמון מגיעות ואני מצטרפת אליהם </span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
כמו אומרת אותן לעצמי, מתפללת אותן</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
ובלי שהתכוונתי יוצאות להם דימעות הניקיון החוצה ממני</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
יוצרות מערבולת שאינה מאפשרת לי להפסיק לבכות.</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
אני מאפשרת לעצמי להוציא את תחושות הבוקר </span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
עם הדמעות השקטות והמנקות שלי</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
מחפשת מעט מסתור מששת העיניים שמסתכלות באהבה</span><span class="apple-converted-space" style="color: #222222;"> </span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
ומאפשרות לי לבכות חרש</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
הם מבינים שלגעת יפסיק את מה שצריך לקרות.</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
טובה שבלבן, מגיעה בהיסוס</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
אל תפריעי לעצמך, היא אומרת והבכי הופך לצחוק קל.</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
לא טובהלה, אינך מפריעה</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
להיפך, עכשיו אחרי שיצא הלכלוך מהגוף </span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
יש מקום לקבל באהבה והשלמה</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">
את הפעם האחרונה של התרכיז האדום.</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;"><br />
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">מכאובם ניבט מעיניהם</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">מהשתיקה, מהמרחק</span><span style="color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">קשה עליהם מסע נוסף</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">תמונות עבר שבות, צצות</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">חיים שלמים היו להם</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">ובזקנתם לשלווה ואהבה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">נטולת צער ומכאוב קיוו</span><span lang="HE" style="color: blue;">.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">הורי האהובים</span><span style="color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space" style="color: blue;"><span dir="LTR" style="background: white;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">הבטחתי ואקיים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">אמנם טלטלה מפחידה וכואבת</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">גופי ונפשי בנתיב הזה חווים</span><span style="color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space" style="color: blue;"><span dir="LTR" style="background: white;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">והוא כולו דרך חתחתים.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">את הדרך אעבור</span><span style="color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">אתרסק מעט</span><span style="color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">אנסוק מחדש</span><span style="color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">הדורים עם עצמי איישר</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">יכולות חדשות אשפר</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">אלמד לצעוד גם במים סוערים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">לשחות בנחלים רדודים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">עצי היער מחסה לי יתנו</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">את רעש הגלים יחרישו.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: #351c75;">אחי</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;"> ובנכם האהוב </span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">הקשוב, האוהב.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">זה ששבר את ליבי </span></i></span><i style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;"></span></i><br />
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">משחררת אותךָ סוף סוף</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">למנוחת עולמים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">בינות העננים </span><span style="color: #0b5394;"><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">ו</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">הגלים הרכים</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">אני נשארת כאן,</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">איתי ואתכם</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">אוהבת ואהובה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">חלשה וחזקה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">קשובה ומקשיבה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">נותנת ומקבלת</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">יכולה ומכילה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">מחובקת ומחבקת</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">מתמסרת ומוסרת</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">פותחת שער חדש</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">רחב וגדול</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: purple;">לחיים החדשים</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">שישתרעו על פני</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">יריעות ארוכות של שנים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;">ימים, שעות וחודשים</span><span style="color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: blue;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">כבר כמה ימים שאני מרגישה בזה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">עליות וירידות חדות במצב הרוח שלי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">חוסר שקט, חוסר מנוחה פנימי</span><span style="color: #cc0000;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">קשה לי להיות ללא עשייה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">ואני לגמרי לא רגועה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">הצד </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><b>השחור </b></span></span></div>
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</span><span style="background-color: purple; color: white;"><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">והלבן</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> </span></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">מבקש להפוך </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: purple;">סגול</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">לא מבינה אותי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">לא מבינה את </span></span></div>
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">היושבים אחד מול השני</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">בתוכי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">מתווכחים, צועקים</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">מושכים בחבל רגשותיי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">בחבל חיי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">כל אחד מנסה לצעוק עמוק יותר</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">למתוח החבל חזק יותר</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">ואני מוצאת עצמי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">מתערבלת ומתערפלת</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">בתוך עננת </span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: #0c343d;">הטורנדו <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">חרדה, אהבה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">צחוק, בכי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">נתינה אין סופית</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">לקיחה תהומית</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">אם אצרח</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">תלכו ממני סוף סוף</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">תשאירו אותי</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">עם שקט</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">עם ידיעה</span><span style="color: #cc0000;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space" style="color: #cc0000;"><span dir="LTR" style="background: white;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">מי אני ולאן אני רוצה ללכת</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #cc0000;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;">מה אני רוצה להיות</span><span style="color: #cc0000;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #cc0000;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>?</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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מסע לידה מאוחרhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15492214180823881433noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296649749079335651.post-20746789903380717062015-01-27T23:06:00.001+02:002015-01-27T23:22:19.570+02:00גוף שכזה<div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;">את הבוקר פתחתי באימון קליל, <br />
הזרז היחיד שהצליח להרים אותי <br />
מהמזרון שמשך אותי לתוכו</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">ומהשמיכה שלא רצתה
שאוריד אותה מעלי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">כל סיב ותא, ביקשו
להישאר שוכבים, מאוזנים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">מצונפים אחד בשני,
ללא תזוזה, <br />
ללא יכולת הבנה</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">מדוע עליהם סיוט
שכזה נכפה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="HE" style="background: white;"><span style="text-align: start;"><span style="color: #222222;">אימון על הבוקר, </span><b><i><span style="color: #cc0000;">השתגעת</span></i></b></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">הם זועקים, דואבים,
חורקים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">גייסתי את זרימת
המים האהובה עלי</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">וזו כך להם אמרה</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">שורום זורום רים</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">עכשיו אנחנו מתעוררים</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">ולהזזת הגוף והנפש
יוצאים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">הוא רואה אותי ומבין</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,,,</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">אל תתרגלי, הוא מחייך</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">נוותר לגופך רק הפעם.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">מה אתה רוצה, אני
שואלת את גופי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">יום שכזה, איבר לא
מחובר לאיבר</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">כל חלקיק בגופי נע
לו מעצמו</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">עושה כרצונו</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">העיניים כבדות, עננה
מולם</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">הפה יבש ובקושי נפתח</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">העורף מנסה לתמוך</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">בראש הכבד שמחזיק
עצמו בקושי</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">והעננה סביבי ובתוכי
גדלה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">אין רגשות, אין
תחושות</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">אין מחשבות, אין
יכולות</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">שוקעת לתוך האין,
הריק</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">הצמר גפן המתוק של
הכלום</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">מעולם לא הרגשתי
כלכך <br />
לא שייכת לעצמי כמו היום</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">כל מילה נכתבת מעצמה</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">ובזמנה החופשי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">האצבעות מקלידות
מעצמן</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">את טירוף התשישות</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">את חוסר יכולת אֶברי
גופי</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">להתחבר אחד לשני</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">ולהחזיר אותי לעצמי</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">הראש הכבד, פולט
חצאי הברות</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">מנסה לומר לי שעוד
קצת</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">וארגיש חדשה</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">התאים </span><span style="background-color: #999999;"><span style="color: white;">הלבנים</span><span style="color: #222222;"> </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">והתאים
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: red;">האדומים</span></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">יָחְברוּ לנהרות
החיים שבתוכי</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">ויעירו את היפיפה
הנרדמת שבי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">,</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">עיניה יפקחו, רואות
בברור</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">את הערפל המונח על
ראשה</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">מתפוגג לו</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white;"><span style="text-align: start;"><span style="color: #222222;">לחייה יצבעו מחדש
</span><span style="color: #e06666;">באדום</span><span style="color: #222222;"> הנכון </span></span></span></span></span><br />
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בניהן</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white;"><span style="color: #222222; text-align: start;">ומרק העוף לא יראה
כה רחוק</span><span style="color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span> <span style="color: #b45f06;">:)</span></span> </span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ywrYT0SvYQ">מאין יבוא עזרי</a></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
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</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">רק מעצמי </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">רק מעימי</span></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" />
</span></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; text-align: start;">עונים לו נפשי וגופי</span><span style="color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR" style="background-color: white;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-color: white;"></span></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span dir="LTR" style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"></span><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222;">.</span><br /><span style="color: purple;">כי מחר</span><span style="color: #222222;">, לדברי סקארלט</span></span></span></span></span></span><div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><span lang="HE" style="color: #666666;">סערה
בחוץ, אפרורי וקר<br />
רוח וגשם</span><span lang="HE" style="color: #222222;"> מנקים את ה</span><span lang="HE" style="color: #3d85c6;">אוויר</span><span lang="HE" style="color: #222222;"> שבחוץ. </span></b></span><br />
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זקוקה ל</span><span lang="HE" style="color: #3d85c6;">אוויר </span><span lang="HE" style="color: #222222;">הנקי הזה<br />
מחפשת לנשום אותו עמוק אל תוכי.<br />
לעזור לי בניקיון של עצמי<br />
אל הרחם שאני.<br /> </span></b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b> <span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">היא מגיעה עם קפה ועוגיות</span></b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><span lang="HE"><span style="color: #222222;">המראה שבתוכי</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">נעלמה לה.</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">הפסקתי לראות אותי</span><br /><span style="color: #222222;">ראיתי רק </span><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">השתקפות</span><span style="color: #222222;"> צילי</span><br /><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">השתקפות</span></span><span lang="HE" style="color: #222222;"> הגוף בעיני העולם.</span></b></span><br />
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<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">איה המתוקה, מחייכת</span></span><br />
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<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">את לא צריכה כובע</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="text-align: start;">מתאים לך, את קולית</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">כשאני נכנסת</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">לחדר 22 בקומה העשירית</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">בבניין אריסון</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">ורואה את איה נעלם החשש</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">המתח מתפוגג</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">והחיוך על פני וזה שבליבי</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">גדל ומתרחב</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">ממלא את גופי באוויר</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">ו<span style="color: #073763;">אנדורפיניי</span> מצב הרוח</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="text-align: start;">עפים מעלה מעלה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">נשים<span style="color: white;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;">בלבן,</span></span> נפשות טובות</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">גם את המקטרים מכילות</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="text-align: start;">מחייכות, מלטפות</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">ספירת הדם חוזרת</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">ואיה במבט אוהב ועצוב</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">לי אומרת</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;"><span style="color: #990000;">תרומבוציטים</span> ברצפה</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;">הרופא בך לא ייתן לגעת</span></span><br />
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<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; text-align: start;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdGMtART-s1Q9rdEOczCarFKECys4k6xkmrb9cAoXKpDUnsGTdTe_8mJD44sx7JRQaJZq8Hju6MO8Fr6kACRA6hhaoUyA7_m-kzw5Ste_xajnZNy_EW-_8K7t0afbEuUjvWCPfhr2j-9H5/s1600/20150119_105355%5B1%5D.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdGMtART-s1Q9rdEOczCarFKECys4k6xkmrb9cAoXKpDUnsGTdTe_8mJD44sx7JRQaJZq8Hju6MO8Fr6kACRA6hhaoUyA7_m-kzw5Ste_xajnZNy_EW-_8K7t0afbEuUjvWCPfhr2j-9H5/s1600/20150119_105355%5B1%5D.jpg" height="240" width="320" /></a></span></span></div>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;"></span></span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #222222; text-align: start;">אני שואלת אולי?</span><br /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">כל שאר ערכי </span></span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">מערכת החיסון</span></span><span style="color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span></span><span lang="HE" style="color: #222222;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><br /><span dir="RTL" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">במצב מצוין</span></span><br /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;"><span style="color: #222222;">רק </span><a href="http://he.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/%D7%98%D7%A1%D7%99%D7%AA_%D7%93%D7%9D"><span style="color: #990000;">התאים הקטנים</span></a></span></span><br style="text-align: start;" /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;"><span style="color: #222222;">של נהר </span><span style="color: #990000;">הדם,</span><span style="color: #222222;"> אלו ששומרים</span></span></span><br style="text-align: start;" /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">על זרימתו התקינה</span></span><br style="text-align: start;" /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">שלא יזרום מהר מידי</span></span><br style="text-align: start;" /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">שלא יצור אבנים וסלעים</span></span> <span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">החליטו שקשה להן</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><br style="text-align: start;" /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">איה מלטפת במבטה</span></span><br style="text-align: start;" /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">אל תהיי עצובה ומאוכזבת</span></span><br style="text-align: start;" /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">החומרים עבודתם עושים</span></span><br style="text-align: start;" /><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #222222;"><span style="text-align: start;">שם זה ניכר, בשִברי תאי <span style="color: #990000;">הדם</span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span lang="HE" style="background: white; color: #222222;">האחראים על קרישת </span><span style="color: #990000;"><span lang="HE" style="background: white;">הדם</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background: white;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background: white;"><span style="text-align: start;">נוסעת הביתה</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;"><span style="color: #222222;">קופסת ה</span><span style="color: #0b5394;">דמעות</span><span style="color: #222222;"> נפתחת</span></span></span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">הן מציפות, אך אינן יוצאות</span></span><span lang="HE" style="color: #222222;">.</span><span dir="LTR" style="color: #222222;"><br /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">שני האהובים יושבים לידי</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">דוממים, מחבקים במבטם</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">בנוכחותם</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">הכאב שלי קשה להם</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">מאוכזבת מעצמי</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">על הקושי לקבל ולהכיל</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">את מהמורות הדרך</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">בורחת אל מקום המפלט שלי</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">אל מתחת לזרם <span style="color: #0b5394;">המים החמים</span></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">שם הדמעות מצליחות לזלוג מעט</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">הראש והנפש משוחחים</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">מנסים להבין</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">את <span style="color: purple;">האישה</span> הזו</span></span><span dir="LTR"><br style="text-align: start;" /></span><span lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="text-align: start;">שעדיין לא יודעת איפוק, </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="text-align: start;">סבלנות וקבלה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span></div>
מסע לידה מאוחרhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15492214180823881433noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296649749079335651.post-27697159310674767072015-01-14T00:09:00.001+02:002015-01-16T18:05:38.519+02:00עלי שלכת נושרים בסתיו :)<div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #741b47; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i><b>הבחילות גואות לפתע</b></i></span></span><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i><b><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #741b47;"><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">כמו משום מקום</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">רק כי הוא אמר</span></span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: #666666;">השערות </span><span style="color: #741b47;">שלך, הקצרות הללו</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47;"><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">הקוצניות</span><br />
</span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;"><span style="color: #741b47;">ההם שההיא קראה להן</span> </span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: #999999;">קווי הכסף</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;"><span style="color: #741b47;">נמצאות כאן איתנו על המיטה, </span></span></b></i></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i><b><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivhu_LLGtS8XCzs5mJujAyvM-ZZj3aRSEByFfUNzggIpm24qwHx-N8vSpAEoA7ibZyzdvlQDomNvqPgzgviimlOS7-FUIkwrycy7K1uKdR8BZTyFYhgpKFsqPRkqpRpxzal6J4gC3VNbku/s1600/IMG_20150114_104350%5B1%5D.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivhu_LLGtS8XCzs5mJujAyvM-ZZj3aRSEByFfUNzggIpm24qwHx-N8vSpAEoA7ibZyzdvlQDomNvqPgzgviimlOS7-FUIkwrycy7K1uKdR8BZTyFYhgpKFsqPRkqpRpxzal6J4gC3VNbku/s1600/IMG_20150114_104350%5B1%5D.jpg" height="320" width="240" /></a></span></b></i></span></span></span></div>
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השמיכה, החולצה</span></span></b></i></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i><b><span style="color: #741b47;">
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">משהו בבטן התכווץ</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">פלגים זעירים אך נחושים של קבס ודמעות
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החלו זורמים כלפי מעלה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">למה? שואלת עצמי</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">הרי הכנת עצמך לכך</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">הם אומרים לך, כמה יפה את כך</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #741b47;"><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">זה לא העור שעוטף אותך</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">זה הברק הזה שיש בעינייך</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">תסתכלי עליו</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">תתמקדי בו</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">כל מה שרצית זה מינימום שינויים</span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE">,</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">תופעות מזעריות</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">קיבלת. חייכי</span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE">.</span></span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">ל</span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="color: #666666;">שיער</span></span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;"> <span style="color: #741b47;">המנופף יד לשלום, ציפית</span></span><span style="color: #741b47;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">חרדות מציפות אותי</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">למה ומדוע אין לי מושג</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">אולי זה העיניים שיביטו אלי
מהמראה</span><br />
<span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; color: #741b47;">אולי זה החיוך שייבהל ויברח</span></span><br />
</b></i></span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i><b><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">אולי דווקא האוזניים שיחדדו שמיעה.</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
כל חושי מתחדדים בימים אלו</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
כל איברי קשובים לעצמם</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
הפה והלשון בוחנים כל דבר מה שעובר דרכם</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
הבטן מדווחת מה ומתי נכון לה</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
והראש הפסיק לחשוב</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
כולו בתוך מערבולת התחושות והרגשות</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
הימים נעלמים לי לתוך השעות</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
ו</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">השעות </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">נעלמות להן בתוך השבועות</span><br /><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #741b47;">
ואני מסתכלת על </span><span style="color: #666666;">שיערי</span><span style="color: #741b47;"> הקצרצר</span></span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
שנמצא בכל מקום</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
על מגבת המקלחת, סדין המיטה</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
הכרית, על חולצת הטרנינג הלבן </span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
יודעת שלא אראה מאד אחרת בלעדיהם</span></b></i></span></span></span></span><br />
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אבל משהו משתנה בי בלכתם</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">בהיפרדם מעיטור גולגלתי</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
מזכיר לי נשכחות ותמונות רחוקות</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
לוקח אותי עוד קצת</span><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">
חזרה למחוזות המלחמה </span></b></i></span></span></span></span><i style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-large; line-height: 34.5px;"><b><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;">שבי</span></b></i><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i><b><span style="background-color: white; color: #741b47;"><br /></span></b></i></span></span></span><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background: white; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><b><i><span style="color: #741b47;">מזכיר לי שעוד לא נגמר<br />
מאותת שיש עוד דרך לעשות<br />
עד שאגיע לקו הסיום המיוחל<br />
מטלטל אותי ומחבק אותי<br />
את בדרך סבוכה ופתלתלה<br />
מלאת ירידות תלולות ועליות קשות<br />
והיא כולה אצלך פנימה.</span></i></b></span></span><br />
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פִּרמי אותה אט אט<br />
בסבלנות לא מוכרת לך<br />
שחררי את </span><span style="color: #666666;">שיערך</span><span style="color: #741b47;"> הקצרצר לדרכו<br />
הוא ישוב לעטר אותך<br />
בדרכו שלו <br />
כששביליך יובילו לנתיבים שבמישור.</span></i></b></span><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span dir="RTL" lang="HE" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span></span></span><br />
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מסע לידה מאוחרhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15492214180823881433noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296649749079335651.post-70159039912574603932015-01-07T21:08:00.000+02:002015-01-07T21:08:18.150+02:00חברות<div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: #351c75;"><span lang="HE" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;">עוד חברה מצטרפת למעגל סביבי, סיפרתי לה כמה קשה היה לי לספר
לכולם, <br />
כמה זמן לקח לי "לצאת מהארון".<br />
הטלפון מצלצל, חברת הנערות נוספת בצד השני.<br />
אנחנו אוהבות אחת את השנייה וקשורות בעבותות אלו כבר שנים, <br />
מידי פעם הקשרים נפרצים קלות ואנחנו מאפשרות אחת לשנייה ריחוף עצמי, <br />
כל אחת בעולמה שלה.<br />
יודעות שתמיד אנחנו שם אחת בשביל השנייה, בדיוק בזמן שהשנייה זקוקה לה.<br />
היא, יודעת לפנות כשהיא זקוקה, אני פחות, לוקח לי זמן אבל בסוף זה קורה.<br />
מקשיבה מעבר לאפרכסת הטלפון, היא מכירה אותי, את הסיפור שלי מהעבר, את משפחתי.<br />
יודעת שהסיפור כאן אחר<br />
מעיר שדים מהעבר המשפחתי.<br />
מעיר פחדים וכאב עמוק של משפחה שלמה.<br />
משפחה אהובה ששנים שמרתי עליהם ממכאובים ומעצבות.<br />
מערפילי העבר מענני הכאב והעצב.<br />
השתדלתי תמיד להיות שם בשבילם במקום, בזמן הנכון,<br />
עם החיבוק והחיוך, האהבה הגדולה והרחבה שיש בי לכולם.<br />
האהבה והחום שאחי השאיר בעולם הזה כדי לאפשר לכולנו <br />
להמשיך כאן רק עם זכרונו האהוב.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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ה</span><i><span style="color: #20124d;">פחד</span></i><span style="color: #351c75;"> מציץ מבעד השמיכה ואיתו האופטימיות הידיעה ו</span><span style="color: purple;"><i>התקווה</i>.</span><br /><i><span style="color: purple;">
אנחנו צועדים בדרך שונה, אולי לוטה בערפל אך נקודת היציאה ממנה ברורה.</span></i><br /><span style="color: #351c75;">
אולי לא יום מדויק ושעה,</span><span class="apple-converted-space" style="color: #351c75;"> </span><br /><span style="color: #351c75;">
אבל הידיעה שבסוף הדרך המטלטלת הזו בה יעברו איתי </span><br /><span style="color: #351c75;">
משפחתי הקטנה המורחבת, האוהבת, הדואגת והמחבקת.</span><br /><span style="color: #351c75;">
אהובי אוהבי, אהיה בריאה, נקייה מבפנים. </span><br /><span style="color: #351c75;">
מחוזקת ונפשי מחודשת בכוחות ואהבה להמשך החיים.</span><br /><span style="color: #351c75;">
התרגשות וחשש רוקדים להם סלוא חשאי, </span><br /><i><span style="color: #351c75;">
התרגשות לקראת היופי שבחוויית ההכרות המחודשת עם עצמי, חולשותיי וכוחותיי.</span><br /><span style="color: #351c75;">
חשש זעיר מפני הלא ידוע, מפני החלק הסוער שיטלטל את גופי </span><br /><span style="color: #351c75;">
וידרוש ממני משנה אהבה, חמלה וזהירות.<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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הרפיית עצמי למען יוכלו אחרים ללטף את קוצי ולשמוע את צרכי.<br />
כל כולי מכוונת להקשבה עצמית, אהבה פנימית את נפשי וגופי <br />
וכשכל האהבה והערכה תפרוש זרועות פנימיים בתוכי </i></span></span></div>
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אוכל לבקש את </span><span style="background-color: white;">הנ</span></i></span></span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #351c75;"><i>כון לי<br />
ולקבל.</i></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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מסע לידה מאוחרhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15492214180823881433noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296649749079335651.post-75469156749318401292015-01-05T19:12:00.000+02:002017-01-01T16:42:38.148+03:00הרוח שאת<div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;" trbidi="on">
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</span><b><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">היא, לא יודעת
את זה</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">אבל היא
נותנת לי כוחות</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">כמו נושפת
רוח במפרשי הסירה שלי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">זו את
שנותנת לעצמך</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">היא תגיד</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">ואני לא
אתווכח, כי בלעדיה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>,</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">ללא המראה
שהיא מציבה לי ללא חשש, ללא שום רחמים. <br />
לעולם לא הייתי מעמתת את עצמי עם השוחות אליהם היא מגיעה</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">ומביאה
אותי להבין שהם בעצם בורות או תעלות שנחפרו <br />שנים על גבי שנים</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">מידי פעם
התמלאו כמעה</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">אך טרם
נסגרו הוטלה בהן את כבדה שבאחת פתחה אותם</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">רק אני
יכולה לעמוד מעליהן או לכרוע לצִדן <br />ולהחליט איך ובמה למלא אותן</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">היא מסבירה
לי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">אני רק
מלמדת אותך איך</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>...</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">שחררי,
הרפיה, ותרי לעצמך קצת</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">כן, את לא
אוהבת ולא מרשה לעצמך ויתורים</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">זה אסור</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>!</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">מותר...כן...מותר</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">תחייכי עם
המילים</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">את אוהבת
מילים, אוהבת לחרוז, לא פעם מתעקשת</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">שזו תהיה
אמירה מחרוזת</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">הצד
הקפדני, הפדנטי, העקשן, המדייק <br />
(זו אני? לא מכירה אחת כזו אצלי?)</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">שבך יוצא
לך כשאת כותבת בעיקר שירים בחרוזים</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">זה שלך, רק
שלך, את זה אף אחד לא יכול לקחת ממך</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">יש
עוד דברים שהם שלך</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">שאת צריכה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">תבקשי,
תדרשי, תציבי אמירה ברורה</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">תהיי
קפדנית עקשנית ומדויקת במה שאת צריכה לעצמך</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">איך אפשר שפתאום
אני נעלמתי לעצמי</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">כמה רוצה
להיות עלה ברוח הסתווית, <br />
אך בימים אלו חייבת להיות מחוברת לעץ</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">לתת לרוח
ללטף אבל לא להעיף</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">להחליט
החלטות, לעשות מעשים בשבילי, בגללי</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
</span><span lang="HE" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">כדי להישאר</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><br />
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מתמיד הבנתי את כוח הרוח הזו <br />
שבעדינות אך בנחישות, <br />
את נושפת במפרשי ליבי נפשי וראשי.<br />
רוח יקרה מפז. </b></span></span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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מסע לידה מאוחרhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15492214180823881433noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296649749079335651.post-59728712615806441512015-01-03T14:49:00.000+02:002018-04-15T14:29:15.559+03:00פסק זמן<div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;" trbidi="on">
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את הבשורה לפני ארבעה חודשים<br />
נדמה היה לי שאני עולה על רכבת ההרים הכי מפחידה ומאיימת שעליתי עליה אי פעם בחיי.<br />
לאט לאט הבנתי שהושמתי על הרכבת הכי מהירה ומפחידה בלונה פארק של החיים.<br />
רכבת עם כמה קרונות עמוסים לעייפה עם חומרי למידה ושיעורים בשבילי.</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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שנתיים עליתי על רכבת הרים.<br />
בני הצעיר שכנע אותי שנראית היא רכבת הרים קלילה לילדים,<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><br />
רכבת הרים עשויה מכוסות התה של עליזה בארץ הפלאות, <br />
4 אנשים לכל היותר יכולים לשבת בהם.<br />
הנוסעים על פסים גבוהים, שטוחים, <br />
עם ירידות ועליות שנראו קטנות ולא מאיימות.<br />
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הנסיעה בה הייתה לא צפויה, מהירה מאד. <br />
כל סיבוב היה חד ביותר ונראה כאילו אני מתעופפת מהכוס הקטנה. <br />
הירידות קטנות היו תלולות ביותר, נותנות תחושה של נפילה על הפנים.<br />
העליות הקטנות היו ישרות לכיוון למעלה <br />
הרגיש כאילו אני צונחת אחורה על גבי.<br />
קולי נשמע במרחבי הפארק היטב בזעקות פחד ובצחוק היסטרי <br />
שלא יכולתי להפסיק גם כשירדנו.<br />
ואני בכלל שונאת רכבות הרים, הן מפחידות אותי.<br />
הלב צונח למרגלותיי, הראש מרגיש כאילו נשאר מעל <br />
ואת כל הדרך טס מעלי כשאיננו מחובר אלי.<br />
ידיים אוחזות חזק עד כאב במעקה, <br />
נראה כאילו אוחזות באוויר הן.<o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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הרגשתי כשקיבלתי את הבשורה על המקום שקיבלתי <br />
ברכבת ההרים של החיים.<br />
הפעם לא הייתה לי בחירה אם לעלות או לא,<br />
אני כבר בפנים באחד הקרונות היותר מפחידים.<br />
קצב נסיעתה איפשר לי נשימה ומחשבה,<br />
איפשר לי לנסוע בה כשגופי מחובר אלי <br />
וליבי צמוד אלי לאורך כל הדרך.</span></span></div>
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הבחירה שניתנה לי בעודי נוסעת ברכבת זו, <br />
הייתה כיצד לנסוע בה בלי לפחד נואשות, <br />
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ניתנה לי הבחירה להציץ בקרונות הרכבת.<br />
בחירה בקרון מלא מראות, מסכות ותחפושות.<br />
קרון עם במה אך ללא כסאות קהל.<br />
קרון עמוס במכחולים, עפרונות, דפים וצבעים.<br />
קרון עם הרבה אנשים אך ללא מקום לשבת.<br />
קיבלתי אפשרות לבחור את הקרון עם העזרה הרצויה והנכונה לי <br />
כדי לעבור את הפסים הצרים עליהם היא נוסעת <br />
עד התחנה הבאה ולבקש אותה.<br />
לעבור מקרון לקרון, בכל תחנה, <br />
כשאין ביכולתי לרדת מהרכבת.</span><span style="background-color: purple; color: #222222;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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מסע לידה מאוחרhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15492214180823881433noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296649749079335651.post-7603386854621356952011-04-17T12:11:00.002+03:002011-04-17T12:13:00.275+03:00יש לי ציפור קטנה בלב<div dir="rtl" style="text-align: right;" trbidi="on"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">השיר הזה שכתב יוסי בנאי ושר יגאל בשן, הוא שיר מאוד אהוב עלי.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">בילדותי ובעיקר בנערותי, היו שני נערים ששרו לי את השיר הזה :) (יש לי שתי גומות )</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">כך בעצם התוודעתי לשיר הזה. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">מילותיו מאוד מדברות אלי, עד היום הזה...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">ניזכרתי בשיר הזה בעקבות הרשומות והדיבורים על חג החירות הפרטי של כל אחת מאיתנו, באתר - <a href="http://www.medabrotimahut.co.il/2011/04/%D7%9E%D7%A2%D7%91%D7%93%D7%95%D7%AA-%D7%9C%D7%97%D7%99%D7%A8%D7%95%D7%AA-%D7%9B%D7%9E%D7%95-%D7%A6%D7%99%D7%A4%D7%95%D7%A8-%D7%90%D7%AA-%D7%97%D7%95%D7%A4%D7%A9%D7%99%D7%94-%D7%A8%D7%95%D7%A6/"><b>נשים מדברות אימהות.</b></a></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">החיים שלנו הם מסע אחד גדול, כל פעם דלת אחרת נפתחת ועלי לחפש את עצמי, </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">באותה דרך שונה או חדשה שהיגעתי אליה.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> את החופש האישי שלי והציפור הקטנה שבתוכי שכל הזמן מחפשת לפרוש כנפיים ולעוף, לאן? עד איזה גובה? </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">זו כנראה אחת הסיבות שהשיר הזה הוא כלכך נכון בשבילי...כי היא מלווה אותי לכל מקום ובכל דרך, כל פעם עם שיר או מנגינה שונים.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">גם אם אני לא מצליחה להגיד את כל מה שיש לי להגיד,או לא מצליחה ליישם, את כל מה שרוצה ליישם, לא מגיעה לעשות את כל מה שאני רוצה לעשות, אני מוצאת את אותה <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ibcqVrV2Pt4">ציפור קטנה בליבי</a> ושם אני מרגישה חופשי, להגיד, לישם ולעשות.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZ21HaA2_zw&feature=related"><i><span class="artist_song_name_txt" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">יש לי ציפור קטנה בלב</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #990000;"> </span></i></a></span></span></span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" dir="RTL"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span style="line-height: normal;"><span dir="LTR"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial; font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><a class="artist_singer_title" href="http://www.shiron.net/artist?prfid=450&lang=1" style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: underline;">יגאל בשן</a><br />
<b>מילים: <a class="artist_normal_txt_black" href="http://www.shiron.net/artist?prfid=450&lang=1" style="text-decoration: none;">יגאל בשן</a> ו<a class="artist_normal_txt_black" href="http://www.shiron.net/artist?prfid=497&lang=1" style="text-decoration: none;">יוסי בנאי</a></b><br />
<b>לחן: <a class="artist_normal_txt_black" href="http://www.shiron.net/artist?prfid=450&lang=1" style="text-decoration: none;">יגאל בשן</a></b></span></span></b></span> </span></span></span></i><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #93c47d; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;">יש לי ציפור קטנה בלב <br />
והיא עושה בי מנגינות <br />
של סתיו ושל אביב חולף <br />
של אלף אהבות קטנות <br />
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והיא עושה בי מזמורים <br />
והיא צובעת עלמות <br />
והיא פותרת לשירים <br />
כמעט את כל החלומות <br />
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יש לי בלב ציפור קטנה <br />
עם שתי גומות ומנגינה <br />
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יש לי ציפור קטנה בלב <br />
והיא עושה בי סיפורים <br />
של בית חם ובן אוהב <br />
ושל קטעי ילדות יפים <br />
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והיא זוכרת בי כאב <br />
והיא אוספת בי שנים <br />
והיא עושה אותי שלו <br />
אולי היא טעם החיים <br />
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יש לי בלב ציפור קטנה <br />
עם שתי גומות ומנגינה<br />
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יש לי ציפור קטנה בלב <br />
והיא אולי כל התקוות <br />
ולפעמים אני חושב <br />
שהיא תשובה לאכזבות<br />
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והיא טובה לבנת כנף <br />
איתה אני מרגיש חופשי <br />
והיא יושבת על ענף <br />
בין מיתרי לבי <br />
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יש לי בלב ציפור קטנה <br />
עם שתי גומות ומנגינה</span></div><a name='more'></a><span dir="LTR"><o:p></o:p></span></div>מסע לידה מאוחרhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15492214180823881433noreply@blogger.com1